Tuesday, January 30, 2007
todae so tired... took mrt to braddell from sch.. then sleep until liu kou sui... then bought a piece of new rubber.. desto F1 Hard sponge.. hope it is nice to use! then went to ssdc for my class 2b lessons.. public road was ok.. other than stopping inside the yellow box... which constitute an immediate failure....
but circuit revision went haywire... out of the many many rounds of revision, every round i also made some serious mistakes which constitute immediate failure..
like emergency brake can't break b4 the white line.. and going up the kerb of figure of 8 course.. and dropping of the plank... i tink i jialat liao... thursday will be my 3rd test.. i MUST pass!!! MUST ok!!!! my bike park in carpark for 2 months liao....
then after the lessons, i took mrt from yio chu kang back to boon lay.. then sleep sleep sleep... sleep until the mrt reached jurong east i still sleep.. and the mrt went back to ang mo kio... and i nv realise.. i only realised when it reaches kranji... and that wasted me like more than half an hour of time to travel back to jurong east again... WTH... looks like luck was not with me todae.. tml will be the NTU career fair.. don't have formal office wear with me in hostel now.. haiz.. i must get a proper job!! then i will have my own money to spend!!
and my FYP supervisor still don't wan to reply me.. tink i will email him everyday.. he wan me to fail issit!!!! WTF!!!!!! i don't wan to retain one year in ntu!!!
this sat going for KTV!! so happy!!! long long time nv sing.. i have thot of a lot of songs to sing on sat le! so excited!!
the next next fri got nite cycling! from boon lay for east coast park!!! so excited!! very long nv go ecp le!! i shall go and sing to the sea.. and the sunrise!! so beautiful!!! can imagine!!
tianhai
9:52 PM
水调歌头
Monday, January 29, 2007
明月几时有? 把酒问青天
不知天上宫阙 今夕是何年?
我欲乘风归去 唯恐琼楼玉宇
高处不胜寒 起舞弄清影 何似在人间?
转朱阁 低绮户 照无眠
不应有恨 何事长向别时圆?
人有悲欢离合 月有阴晴圆缺
此事古难全
但愿人长久 千里共婵娟
tianhai
12:57 AM
new blog skin
Thursday, January 25, 2007
i am so proud of my new blog skin! so nice! wahahaha!!
todae went to fuhua sec to coach... so funny, a player called me jiao lian and i got no reaction, then he called, na ge nian qing de jiao lian.. then i realised he was calling me! so funny.. not used to pple calling me jiao lian... anywae i hope all my players improve improve and improve! and get into zone top4! how i wish i could give them extra training outside.. since i noe they train 2 days per week not enuff de... other schs players training everyday lor..
anywae.. my studies lagging again... final year and final sem le... after these 2 to 3 months, i will be free from studying the whole of my life le...
i tink i will miss studying... working life is no fun... i hate working...
i like tabletennis!! haha!! how i hope i can be a full time professional player... but that can only happen in my dreams...
tianhai
10:51 PM
pc spoilt until new pc form... shack...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
haiz.. super tiring.. from upgrading computer to spoiling computer... then to assembling new computer... the process used up a lot alot of my time and energy.. but finally my new pc is up!!! hope it doesn't give me any problem le... shack ah....
tianhai
12:07 AM
IVP Silver
Saturday, January 20, 2007
this year our table tennis team beat all the poly technics but lost to NUS and clinched the silver medal! this is my last year in NTU.. and the silver medal completes my collection as i had gotten the bronze medal is year1 and year2 and the gold medal in year3..
i thanx everyone in the team for leaving me such a nice memory b4 i leave the team!
u all are great!! i am glad to have u all as teammates!!
my last 2 years in the team are my happiest years in NTU tabletennis team..
the first 2 years i am like just training for myself.. instead of the team.. at that time, those seniors are like super dua pai.. when they feel like it, they come for training, and when they don't feel like it, they just skip it.. i totally cannot feel the spirit of our team... luckily, my last 2 years i have great juniors! the feeling of team spirit is back! thanx everyone of u in the team! thanx teammates!!
now is time for me to relax a bit liao.. but b4 relaxing.. i have to finish my fyp interim report first! then i will take a short break b4 going all out for the rest of my fyp and modules again!! yeah!!!
hopefully my illness will recover soon...
tianhai
12:24 AM
你看你看 月亮的脸
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
圆圆的圆圆的月亮的脸
扁扁的扁扁的岁月的书签
甜甜的甜甜的你的笑颜
是不是到了分手的时间
不忍心让你看见我流泪的眼
只好对你说你看你看
月亮的脸偷偷的在改变
月亮的脸偷偷的在改变
圆圆的圆圆的月亮的脸
长长的长长的寂寞海岸线
高高的高高的蔚蓝的天
是不是到了离别的秋天
我们已走得太远已没有话题
只好对你说你看你看
月亮的脸偷偷的在改变
月亮的脸偷偷的在改变
tianhai
1:36 AM
fail again....
Thursday, January 11, 2007
haiz... 2nd riding TP test fail again...
my motorbike is waiting for me for 1 month liao.. now it got to wait for another month...
how did i knock a cone down... a mistake that i have not made b4 in any practice..
xian ah.........
tianhai
1:39 PM
IH champion to hall6!!!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
this year we managed to defend our table tennis title!
Although we are trailing from 0-2 down, we managed to create a turn over and won the team match at 3-2!!
what a tiring day for me.. i think it's the most tiring day for me in 2007...
it is the first time i am playing a deciding match when both team draw at 2 matches to 2 matches..
lucky our opponents are not that good..
the women doubles match is sure a 惊心动魄 one...
in the end, we won at 3-2.. final game 12-10...
my heart almost jumped out man... scary!!
and the cheering is the loudest i had heard in my whole life of playing table tennis..
when the player shout out loud for every ball, he can't even hear his own voice.. this is how loud the cheering is..
that's y i think that ih is the hardest competition to play.. the stress level is so damn high lor..
even higher than army interformation..
actually i wish to play first singles with zhiwei de.. cos i wanna train myself to perform under such a high level of stress...
but honghan and zhenjie disagree.. but it's ok! the most important thing is we won!!
phew... tiring... tml frenly match with singapore sports school.. then wed frenly match with hwa chong institute.. and thur is the ivp match against nus....
omg.. i tink after this week i will die...
my bones will break lor! old liao leh! haha!!
i believe i can do it de... prove myself to everyone.. i can do it!!
i can do it!
i can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it
i can do it i can do it
i can do it
i can do it!!!
i can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it i can do it.....
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I CAN DO IT!!!!
tianhai
12:05 AM
黄昏晓
Monday, January 08, 2007
有人说
天刚要黑的时候
在天边出现的第一颗星星
它叫
黄昏晓风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
吹在黄昏的空中
我飘呀飘
飘啊飘
飘不进你的心中
问一问风怎么说
也不能解释所有的痛
到不如问一问我
要怎么去过
风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
吹在微凉的梦中
我追阿追
追阿追
却停在原地不动
风为什么还不走
陪着我安静等你划过
我不再问为什么
因为我懂了
拥抱的温度
只有你清楚
通往幸福的旅途
黄昏才领悟
该往哪里停驻
我用一辈子
去追逐
风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
tianhai
3:26 AM
ivp....
Saturday, January 06, 2007
haiz... ivp competition is starting.. first match against nus liao..
in order to maintain our champion position, we must beat them..
but niqi and kewei are unbeatable...
so we got to win the other 3 points..
and so every player, no matter who, when they play against nus players other than niqi and kewei is supposed to win...
this is the kind of stress we are getting... and with my f... up form lately, i tink i will be the scapegoat who sabo the team to lose... and somemore FYP report is supposed to be submitted on 15th jan... and umpiring duties is on me too... where got time.. and yet i am slacking.. writing blog... and being moody... wtf... what a f... up person am i...
tianhai
1:59 AM
when is the last time i ever glazed the sky, staring at the stars...
it has realli been a long long time...
todae's stars are so bright... the wind is so cooling...
it's a nice nice night...
the starry nite is the best medicine for my heart...
when i am feeling down.. feeling so helpless... the stars gave my answers...
answers to my endless questions about life... helpless life.... helpless human beings...
to be able to forget is a gift...
but there are some things which u realli can't forget...
life... wat kind of game is it...
why must every human being play this game... even if u noe u are going to lose in the end... and there is no chance for u to fight back...
i am realli very tired... i wan to give up liao... let u win la... don't play le.....
tianhai
12:14 AM
落花有意，流水无情。。
Thursday, January 04, 2007
深秋的黎明，夜未央，天未白。。
有情的人儿，无心睡眠，；无情的人儿，心思难猜。。
花儿为它而开，花儿也为它而凋。。。
雨声伴着凉风，好久没能感受心里泛起的阵阵涟漪。。。
这样的感觉，究竟意味着什么？
只有流水，能够给落花一个答案。。。
但无情的流水，心里到底在思量着什么？
或许永远也无人知晓。。
这样一个奇特的青春年华，
这样一段月光下一起哭过，笑过的故事，
看来只能留它在斯人心灵深处，一处无可触摸的角落。
遗憾--永远是最美的。。。
tianhai
2:10 AM
am i happy??
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
why do i always feel so empty..
i noe i am not happy...
i can't be like when i am in sec or jc..
at that time, happi or sad.. i can just show it...
now... when i laugh, i don't even noe i am realli happi or not...
that's a hole deep inside of my heart..
i am trying very hard to fill it...
but i noe the hole is still there...
how can i fill this emptiness inside of me...
tianhai
1:29 AM
