boring 25th birthday
Saturday, March 31, 2007
todae so xian.. basically sleep sleep and sleep...
11am wake up.. then slack a while.. and wait for rain to stop at 1.30pm... went jurong point to collect spectacles.. played a while arcade.. cut my hair... bought a seafood combo at long john.. bought a packet of instant noodles.. then went back to hall..
then ate my lunch while watching hua yang shao nian shao nv... then studied a while.. like half an hour.. then fell asleep at 4.30pm.. slept all the way to 9.30pm
haiz.. lonely plus boring birthday
tianhai
11:13 PM
happi birthday to me
happi birthday to me,
happi birthday to meee...
happy birthday to me!!
yeah!!
my 25 years old birthday one person in hostel.. play game.. study.. watch drama and sleep... so exciting...
hai.zzzz....
tianhai
3:28 AM
finally i went to make replacement for my lost ic and driving license todae.. it was a breeze!! only 20min for ic.. and 5min for driving license as there is totally no queue.. however this caused me $125.. lost again $300 le.. better be careful...
then shun bian went to sim lim square to buy controller for my pc to play virtual tennis 3..
omg.. after i reach hall and ate dinner, i spent the whole nite playing virtual tennis 3... my controller is great! the game is great! i tink my project cannot finish also will be damm great!!
my room now got lots of scary insects.. big and small flying around.. damm irritating..
and scary... a lot of them are trapped under my cups and containers le.. but still a lot crawling and flying.. idiot man!! lucky i am mentally prepared.. this morning i wear contact lenses halfway then i turned my head, saw a cat in my room!! and i screamed! so paisay.. lucky i tink neighbours all not in room le.. i wasn't the least prepared lor.. suddenly a cat appear like that.. realli can scare my nerve out..
haiz.. shall go back to my studies le.. gd nite!
tianhai
3:12 AM
outdated post
Monday, March 26, 2007
finally found some time to update this blog..
actually i am very very happi with our c girls!
u all done me proud..
although we lost to plmgss 5-0, but i can see ur fighting spirit and sportsmanship..
sportsmanship is to play every point as if the score is 0-0.. respect urself, respect ur opponent, respect the sports..
i've not waste my effort persuading dan to let tania and cheryl play..
hopefully u all can maintain this spirit all the way...
i'll stop coaching u all until my exams are over in may.. so in the mean time.. still train hard!!! hopefully i can persuade zheng ting to go down every training...
but if i am not there, u all can train with zeng jia! her standard is as high as zt and me! wahahaha!!!
hopefully u all become good frens with her.. and hopefully u all can learn something from her..
try to mix well with her, teach her english.. or wat... get her into the team also..
that's my last words! i will be going to bi guan xiu lian for exam!!
good luck for gess match!
tianhai
12:11 AM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
my table tennis realli deteriorate until very jialat.. now only can play doubles le..
as a supporting player..
i can only feel that my ability to observe and change according to atmosphere and opponent is improving.. skill wise.. realli cannot..
so happy that jiansheng and me's double can win yanzhen and peixin..
although they are girls.. but still they are from the national team...
winning them gave me a boost of confidence!!
my fitness is realli dropping damm fast..
nid to buck up le...
life.... haiz...
tianhai
1:41 AM
葬花吟
Monday, March 19, 2007
花谢花飞飞满天,
红消香断有谁怜?
游丝软系飘春榭,
落絮轻沾扑绣帘.
一年三百六十日,
风刀霜剑严相逼.
明媚鲜妍能几时,
一朝漂泊难寻觅.
花开易见落难寻,
阶前愁煞葬花人.
独倚花锄偷洒泪,
洒上空枝见血痕.
愿奴胁下生双翼,
随花飞到天尽头.
天尽头,
何处有香丘!
未若锦囊收艳骨,
一杯净土掩风流.
质本洁来还洁去,
强于污淖陷渠沟.
尔今死去侬收葬,
未卜侬身何日丧.
侬今葬花人笑痴,
他年葬侬知是谁?
天尽头,
何处有香丘!
试看春残花渐落,
便是红颜老死时.
一朝春尽红颜老,
花落人亡两不知!
tianhai
8:41 PM
haiz...
just edited my FYP final report..
references only got 8...
and worst thing is.. appendix got 100 pages..
while my report only got 50 pages
total 150 pages..
wih 2/3 of appendix..
wth...
wat to do? if remove all appendix then will be very bad..
if include all.. also funny..
why everything i do also doesn't seem rite nowadays...
from table tennis to studies to personal life...
realli realli damm pek chek...
now is 2.13am.. i feel like riding my motor to east coast park...
so long nv enjoy the sea breeze... and the stars and the moon... and the sea... and the sky...
i felt i've been further and further from nature.. from myself..
i am not beng myself.. since all of good frens are attached.. left me alone only...
haiz... life is so stupid..
at my age, everyone is chionging.. trying to get a good job..
those with job trying very hard to perform and get promoted.. and fight for their ambitions, earn their first million.. and yet.. i am here.. like an idiot...
IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tianhai
2:06 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i am tired.. i am scared... i am empty...
i wish i have not existed in this world..
watever i do seemed to be wrong...
watever going to happen also seemed to be bad..
i dunno how to live on...
i just wanna sleep..
i just wanna disappear into the sea...
tianhai
10:13 PM
riding at nite after rain is damm cold...
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
it's realli damm cold lor! and it's the first time i ride until my bike run out of petrol in the middle of PIE... lucky i am riding on the left lane!!!!! and i got my reserve tank to last me to the petrol station..
it's realli damm cold.. cold until i am shivering...
terrible.. next time to ride at nite, must remember to wear jacket le...
tianhai
11:30 PM
why am i so stupid........
Monday, March 12, 2007
todae did a stupidest thing... used the spungee cord to tie my bag behind my motorbike.. and the bag slide down onto the road.. and i only realised it when i reach my destination..
in the end, everything is gone.. including handphone, wallet with all my important document.. ic, driving license, mastercard.. etc... and cash.... and my sd card.. and my lecture notes...
then i lost in competition... and i stepped onto pple's pingpong ball..
realli is wth...
feel so tired.. and helpless...
lucky my handphone don't have tammy video sort of things inside.. only got tania and cheryl's video!
haha!!
in life, shit happens.. this is wat bojian tell me... quoted from forrest gump...
that's realli a nice nice novel.. the best english novel i had read...
but i am not forrest gump... i hope i can be like him... too bad i am not...
going to make a police report only tml.. i tink the policeman also will laugh at me.. how idiotic i can be... shit happens.. it realli does...
tianhai
12:06 AM
yes!!! finally passed my class2B!!!!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
finally got my motorbike riding license!!
yeah!!!! but must constantly remind myself to be a safe rider on road..
tianhai
1:40 PM
