it's so hard being a coach
Saturday, May 19, 2007
i felt so sad when i realized my players do not have the heart to improve, and challenge their limits..
i felt so sad when my players do not trust me..
i felt so sad i do not have enough time for my players..
i felt so sad to coach players who do not appreciate my coaching..
i felt so sad when i feel my player has a lot more to learn and a lot of room for improvement.. but she refuse to learn.. and reject my coaching..
coaching is such a difficult job... when u put all ur heart in.. wasted so much effort... and the player just don't have the heart and determination to improve.. wat can u do? force her to train? scold her? i am just a coach.. not a father.. i do not have the rights..
when they do not wan to improve themselves.. wat can u do? can only see all ur efforts go into the dustbin... why??
why do i have to endure all these... it not say i am paid a lot.. if i am paid $40 per hour.. the usual rates.. i do mind wat the players wan to do.. as long as i get my money.. but i am not doing all these for the sake of money... my only wish is they improve... ... wat a difficult wish... even more difficult than i myself aiming for nationals champion..
anyway i have tried my best.. no regrets...
i shall be a complete player.. not a coach anymore..
jia you!! i can do it!
tianhai
11:47 PM
